I'm having a bit of fight with myself lately. I have severely conflicting thoughts causing arguments with myself and most likely sending mixed messages to those around me. If I can't figure out how to handle something within my own head, I have no idea how I would properly express it to other people. Either way I am feeling like a loser, a bitch, and eternally single - simultaneously. This is not fun. None of those are pleasant emotions!
Caught somewhere between needing to say something before I explode and not wanting to hurt people for (most likely) a stupid reason seems to be a frequent spot for me. For now, I'm chalking it up to my own insecurities and issues. There are bigger monsters involved, but part of growing up is tackling your own monsters without killing the villagers in the process, right? Dragon, be slayed!
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