The List

I know "The List." I know who is on the list. I see them in the hall and I want to tell them they are on the list. I know a few people on it pretty well, I try and send it to them via ESP. My mental powers must not be strong, because they still don't know they're on the list. I want to scream at them "start looking for a new job, you're on the list!!!!!!!" But I can't. And hopefully I won't.

I feel like a horrible person for doing my job. I will feel even worse when we actually tell them and walk them out the door. And if I ever see one of them again, I will feel even worse. The only comfort I could offer would be to say "me too." But I think then they would make me feel even worse for having nothing to lose, and still not telling them. But I do have something to lose...but is it worth the guilt and anger I have to carry with me from now to god knows when?!?

I know the list and I want to tell!

I hate this!!!!!!